It’s ironic that when I was working on the pieces for this exhibition, there were a series of programmes commemorating 70 years of partition of India.
As someone who grew up with that history and knew people who have either lost everything or had migrated from Pakistan side of India to the other side of the border in India, I found it quite poignant to remember it all again. There are people still living that history and it is still raw.
During the making of this work we also talked about text – as symbols, or messages or just works of art, i.e. lines. Though I didn’t understand the Arabic text, I felt that it had gotten under my skin because of my own history of growing up with Urdu literature, Muslim friends and neighbours. For me it stood for all that than just symbols or abstract lines. But it certainly made an interesting discussion for us, an important part of the process of developing this visual language.
The work is now installed and it is talking to the viewer/s – in a fabulous way.
Recently we had a visit from an art group from Southwick in Sunderland. A small group which meant we were able to talk to them, they were also able to ask questions about our work and the current exhibition A Visual Conversation. Every time we have a chance to talk about Creative Women’s Collective and the shared practice, we realise how much we didn’t know about each other generally and each other’s work too. So, when someone asked, ‘How have you and your work has changed as a result of this collaboration?’, it was a moment when I had to pause and think because I/ we had never asked ourselves that question before. All of us have been so busy that we never had time to pause and reflect. Something that we would be doing very soon. However, that question left me pondering about the project, my artistic journey within the boundaries of the project and beyond as well as the future direction.
Looking around some of the marks I had made, I realised that I love drawing – in every sense. And it was amazing to discover that I had made an entry into another blog artsconnect last year that drawing was my true passion. How could I forget!!
A Visual Conversation has given me a confirmation about the direction of my work and pursue it with all my intentions. Drawing has certainly emerged as one of the main genres in its own right, we just need to keep pushing the boundaries.
The hiatus after the launch of A Visual Conversation has been somewhat all consuming.
The state of fragility is never far away. I’ve been trying to hold the threads together but they keep fraying. So, I hold on to them even more tightly. At times, I was a trapeze artist, hanging, gliding and flying from one ladder to the next with no safety net. I daren’t see down below in case I see someone I’m close to and I start having self-doubts.
Working with Sumi ink mostly, also some charcoal, graphite, pencils, broken twigs and pens I worked through to unravel the bundle that has begun to grow inside me like a mushroom. I was compelled to unpick them and make sense of what was happening.
‘Unravelling’ took around four days of slow process to emerge out on to the paper. The first stroke of a single line with ink was bold and statement like, and placed itself firmly on the paper. Then I had to leave it for a while and looking at it everyday was like watching a seed grow except no one could see it except me. A couple of days later, two more lines occupied the space around the original line.
Today, I worked on it more and realised that the two lines were talking to each other. There is a dominant line on top that is talking down to the scribbled shapes at the bottom. There’s a vulnerability that is unexplainable and a comfortable space between the two leaves a space that can’t or can be negotiated. That depends on what happens next. I am happy to leave it as it is.
‘Labrinth’ is created using ink, water soluble charcoal, graphite and ink pens.
It was a glorious day by all accounts in Sunderland yesterday what with the sun shining and a great conversation with fellow sisters at the symposium to celebrate International women’s day to celebrate International women’s day.
Fabulous speakers who talked about their art, groundbreaking projects, shared inspiring thoughts and information on the current situation around gender inequality in the arts.
Sylvia Levenson is currently exhibiting at the National Glass Centre and she opened the symposium giving us a great insight into her work. Lynn, my fellow artist from the collective said that she found great parallels with Sylvia’s work. By all means it was a feast to look at the body of work that she has created and shown across the world. Fabulous treat.
Suzanne Burns, an experienced arts practitioner crunched the numbers around gender balance within the participatory arts sector and spewed out extremely useful information for us all. There were some underlying messages that I picked up such as – in terms of gender equality there’s lots more emphasis on artists to make change happen. Many of us could relate to the information about why women don’t go on to take on leadership roles in their career and the life choices they have to make as women in the arts. Her presentation provoked many questions as well as thoughts.
Stella Duffy from Fun Palaces made a very convincing argument about why so many people don’t take part in the arts. In other words, Arts sector is segregated a lot of people out in the manner it has designed itself. The terms of engagement leave out a great majority of people who think that the arts is not for them. I totally agree. The model of Fun Palaces is simple – just come in and enjoy doing what you want to do. And that gets people through the door and engage with the arts as they understand it.
The symposium what not only in lighting but also these questions around how women in the arts can change things further for themselves because nobody will do it for them.
Don’t pull the ladder once you get up there.
A great day for us all and today is the opening of the first exhibition by the Collective.
Really looking forward to that.
A group of women from the North East of England set off on an adventurous journey to explore their own creativity as well as co-create in the most experimental manner that is challenging as well as inspiring.